Have you set any poker goals for 2018? If so, leave them in the comments box below.
Here are mine:
- Win more
- Tilt less
- Quit playing online
- Study persistently
- Move up
- Write pithier blog posts
At first glance, these seem pretty obvious, and also lacking in specificity. Kind of like “lose weight” and “be nicer.” Then again, almost everyone could stand to be nicer, and quite many should lose weight.
At least it’s a start. I’ll try to elaborate, as if elaboration equals causation, propelling me towards these goals like a SpaceX rocket crossing the sky, generating wondrous admiration from those who know it’s a SpaceX rocket and frightened stares from gullible onlookers who rush to their favorite conspiracy theory laden websites to learn about this latest UFO.
Win more –> in 2017, I won at poker at an average rate of approximately 11 big blinds per hour. For 2018, let’s up this to 13 big blinds per hour, almost a 20% increase. There. Now we have a goal that has a finite time frame (2018) and is easily measured as long as I keep good records. Ever since I started my adult working life as a staff auditor with a huge CPA firm, I’ve been decent enough at keeping records. They explained the Golden Rule of Accounting: “If your debits don’t equal your credits, your ass sets in jail.” It’s good to know this.
Tilt less –> I’m not sure how to measure this one, and if I achieve the first goal, who cares anyway? I guess I’ll have to think about it some more and get back to you later… I do know this: Tilt is vicious. Sometimes you are the boiling frog. In this parable, the frog placed in tepid water that is slowly brought to a boil doesn’t perceive the danger and gets cooked to death. At the poker table, sometimes the greatest threats to emotional stability arise so gradually that you are unwilling or unable to act until it is too late. Everything is fine, a series of events, each individually non-tilting, occur one after the other like a broken icicles, dislodged pebbles, a crack in a shelf of ice under shallow snow, and a quick wind gust that join forces to push small, then larger volumes of rumbling snow that by the time it’s recognizable as an avalanche your patience and discipline is turned upside down and sideways until, like the skier, or the boiling frog, you are dead without even knowing you were dying.
Other times, tilt is swift and sudden, as when Narcissus arrives, shows the bluff, and makes a point of rubbing salt in the wound. Or Nemesis arrives, and soon makes a horrible snap-call only to be saved by a one- or two-outer on the river to join your chips onto his stack.
Quit playing online –> This should be easy, as 2017 ended poorly with respect to my online poker account. Poorly as in poor, as in no money left in the account. I don’t like re-loading, which feels like putting a wad of money into a slingshot and flinging it into a black hole from whence it will never return. It’s ironic, actually, that I feel this way about online poker, as 2017 was my most profitable year in at least five years. I made no deposits, but did withdraw a 4-figure sum. It was all downhill after that (queue avalanche analogy again), so you might say I reached a good stopping point.
Now I’m working on a strategy of tricking myself into believing this is good news, a benefit of sorts, perhaps like a colon cleansing. I feel lighter already, free of the burden of constant activity in the large intestine of online poker with its meandering path designed to turn whatever it receives into a pile of shit. Now that I’m clean, I must permanently improve my diet. Perhaps the time not spent in the micro-stakes bowels of Ignition Poker can be redirected into…
Study persistently –> Sure, I’ll study poker for an hour every day, just like I go to the gym and work out for an hour every day. Except I don’t. Historically, I don’t approach these with the persistency that defines the best habits. I want to. I should. Laying in bed in the mornings, awake but enjoying the warmth of the covers, I have amazing resolve and self-control over the rest of my day. My intentions are good. Until I have to get up and pee, that is, and it all goes downhill after that.
Yogi Bhajan was a Pakistani born spiritual leader and entrepreneur who introduced “yoga of awareness” in the U.S. and became the spiritual director of the 3HO Foundation. One of the yogi’s most famous quotations is: “If you want to learn something, read about it. If you want to understand something, write about it. If you want to master something, teach it.”
Following that train of spiritual thought, I should find someone to let me teach them how to become a better poker player. [Hint, hint, volunteers please get in touch, just don’t call me Yogi.] In the process of organizing and delivering a poker curriculum, I should expect to reap as many benefits as my student(s). Which means that out of self-interest, I should be willing to offer poker coaching at very little charge. Can greater persistency in my own study come from teaching?
Move up –> Molly’s Game never called, and I would have disappointed her anyway. In 2017, I played almost exclusively small stakes, no limit Texas hold’em, at levels ranging from blinds of $1/1 to $2/5, in these proportions:
- Blinds of $1/1 — 28%
- Blinds of $1/2 — 33%
- Blinds of $1/3 — 6%
- Blinds of $2/5 — 33%
On a weighted average basis, that would be blinds of $1.33/2.78, give or take a penny. In part, this reflects the fact that I live in a city with no casinos, so most of my action is in private home or house games, including some very friendly games I frequent regularly. In those games, the stakes tend to be lower, whereas there is much more action available at higher stakes on trips to casinos in Maryland, Las Vegas, New Orleans, Florida, and elsewhere. Moving up will require venturing into more hostile territory in my local scene, and playing at the grownup tables when I travel. Perhaps a reasonable goal for 2018 would be weighted average big blinds of $4.00 by year’s end.
Write pithier blog posts –> Y’all be the judge.
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